AwesomeMedic wrote:TTBM: Today I feel quite depressed. I don't know why but I feel like doing stuff with my friends but none are available for a long time. We only do stuff together like once every two or three months because etheir some are busy with stuff or they have already planned other things with their other friends (Wich happens 98% of the time). The only way I found to cover that is to be on the computer but my step-father (who hate computer) always get mad when I'm too often on it. I even told him that it's the only thing available for me to do that I like. Whatever I say to him he don't care. He keep saying that he doesn't understand why I can stay 8 hours straight in front of my computer without even doing something else, that it was different in is time. I tell him that's because I love computers and that times and hobbies changes from generations but then he gets mad. That's why I wish I was in my own appartment. I could do whatever I want and invites all the friends I want without getting yelled at.
So yeah I'm depressed. And alone. I wish I had somebody. Like my friends. But no. Humanity still thinks like when I was younger: I am alone because I want it. Wrong. Peoples wants me alone or something. I never chose that kind of life.
I actually kinda feel better by writing this. Thanks guys to be here.
We're always here for you, Stef. And you're 19, you won't have to live with your step-father for too long still, hopefully. And as Taco said, maybe try to find a hobby that you can do with a group of people, in an organised club or something. It's easy to make new friends when you're doing something as a group effort. Also, you're still very welcome to visit us here in Belgium, we'll let you be on the computer as much as you want ;3 (with breaks for waffle-eating).
