Notice of Temporary(?) Leave

So, I'm not sure how to say this. I'm always terrible about goodbyes, especially when I'm saying it to people I've known for so long.
And before you jump to any conclusions, this is not just over what happened yesterday. I'm not going to leave over one stupid scrap, I'm past that.
What I'm leaving about is much, much more serious and long running. There are a lot of things wrong with me right now, I'm not have the man I was a year ago. I'm an aggressive, frequently upset, and begrudging kid who doesn't even know why he's falling apart. I'm struggling in school, my personal relationships are floundering, and I think I might be headed into depression. I don't think that my expectation for relief here is going to help me any. I've used this forum as a crutch for too long, and I need to let go and just fix myself already.
Trust me, this hard for me to say and do. I love this community. Some of you guys where the first friends I've ever made online. Back then, I was scared of the internet and such, and I didn't think that there was much use for it. This community opened a whole new world for me and I've learned a lot from you guys. Many of my social skills have been honed from my various conversations with you guys. I still have a lot to go, but I might still be the kid in the corner if it weren't for you guys.
I'll miss you all. I might come back once I have myself sorted out.
Sehr Lieb,
Katls

We'll miss you bud, take as long as you need.

Well, take your time dude. I know how you feel cuz I had the same problem. The only difference is that I did nothing about it and now I got problems because of that sooooooooo take your time to recover and fix your things. I'll be waiting with cookies.

Oh and welcome in the life of a teenager. It sucks, but atleast it doesn't last long.

Bye, Katie. Don't despair, like I do. I have confidence things will turn out okay, in the end.

I understand if you want to be alone, but understand you don't have to take it all on yourself to 'fix' things you don't like. Take somebody into your confidence if you can, and let them help you. I'm here if you need to talk to me. I know a thing or two about depression.

Do what you need to do, buddy. Best wishes. [ ]

Have you talked to anyone about how you been feeling?

Do what you've got to do to help yourself homie This Forum isn't going away anytime soon when you've found what it is your looking for and maybe if you want to come back we'll be here waiting

i will miss the *brushy brushy*