TTBM: Dad is yelling at mom, accusing her of getting sexual pleasure out of grappling at the acadamy. Mom has just left the house in a huff. I'm sure there are going to be threats of divorce, possible violence, the same bullshit that happens everytime, before it eventually clears up. But eventually, it'll happen again, still over Kyukido, and there will be more shouting, more accusations, more threats, and more violence.
Despite the friends we've met through it, despite how happy it seems to make everyone else, Kyukido is still driving a wedge between my fucking parents.
And I'm fucking sick and tired of their bullshit. I'm sick of fearing that one day I'll wake up and find out that one of them tried to kill the other, but I don't really give a shit, because they'd both probably fucking deserve it for how idiotic they act. Mom puts Kyukido above everything else, and dad has trust issues with her because he feels that she might become unfaithful to him through it.
And unlike early on, when I knew if I quit, they'd follow suit, mom has now gotten to a point where she is so fucking obsessed with it that even if I quit, she'd still be in it, and the hate would continue.
If I confront them about it, then they'd just use it as ammo against each other.
Fuck them both.
Fuck Kyukido for doing this.
And fuck the angst that I feel right now.